As of Tuesday, we have an order placed on a new car (a Hybrid Camry, with all the cool toys added).  Could take anywhere from 1-3 months to arrive, depending...

As of today, we have our NEW HOUSE COLORS picked out and purchased.  This weekend, the painter starts painting...

Angela loves change, and gets all excited.  And to some extent, I am too.  But on a deeper level...

I don't like change.  Change is Bad.  Change takes something I'm comfortable with and makes it... something else.  Might be better.  Overwhelmingly likely it WILL be better.  And once it's done, and it *IS* better, and I get used to it, and it becomes the new "normal" -- I'll be as happy and excited as Angela.

But in the meanwhile, I'm just trying not to ruin her fun.

What can I say?  Change skeers me.

(Don't ask how I managed to move here from Houston -- if it hadn't been for unkaphaed doing the driving and lending me tons of moral support, I'd have never made it out of the state...)

Tags: daily life
Current Emotional State: scared