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Two weeks later... - Unbeliever's Land
...The continuing chronicles...
Two weeks later...
It was a small, quiet Xmas and New Years.

I'm... largely healed up from the hernia surgery.  There's still pain, especially when I'm trying to sleep (I still can't QUITE sleep on my side as I'd prefer), but I'm not taking NEARLY as many pain meds as I was a week ago.

I'm looking at starting work again tomorrow with... some trepidation.  Bending is still hard; as is wearing a belt.  :)

My brain is a complete jumble.  I feel fuzzy, confused, depressed.  Everything just depresses the crap outa me these days.

I dunno.  Middle age.  My physical health.  Angela's physical health.  Depressed about BEING depressed... and around and around...

[Talked to my mom a few times during the past couple of weeks -- THAT didn't help matters any.  If there's a single greater point-source of depression anywhere on Earth, I don't wanna know about it...]

Maybe getting back to work will help.  We'll just have to see.

Angela's looking forward to starting her swimming workout again on Tuesday!  :)

Hope everyone else is jollier than me after the holidays...

Current Emotional State: blah blah

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amaebi From: amaebi Date: January 3rd, 2011 03:54 am (UTC) (Link)
If it helps a bit, or even if it doesn't: I'm listening to you and caring about you and wishing you not only recovery, but the best. And thinking well of you.
rickvs From: rickvs Date: January 4th, 2011 01:35 pm (UTC) (Link)
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